This post was suppose to go out yesterday, because I choose to go out and have a breather for real life. This photo an my last two photos are products of me running out of concepts an feeling rushed. Before anyone groans and be like well you shouldn't had taken on to many events. No. I know my limits an having 2 huge events and my regular little stores had nothing to do with being burnt out.
Other people don't realize you can be burnt out because of stress dealing with other things and my hobby suffers for it. I don't sleep well at night at all and I have constant nightmares. I have to sleep in between work or wear myself out extremely out in order for me to sleep. My prescribed medication makes me feel like a zombie in the mornings an dealing with kids crossing the street an 1500lbs cars, I prefer not to take them an sleep in between work.
I was so excited about the holiday's coming up but now I am just dreading them. I honestly, don't feel in the mood to do anything at all. I don't want to deal with Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year nothing. I will tell you after October I will be taking a hiatus from blogging. I do not have any events set up for November at all and I want to focus more on being a better Event Assistant, Blog Manager, and Event Admin.
So I apologize if these last three photos were not my strongest photos ever this year an I know it just sucks the quality was just not there an you can tell, but my headspace will be a lot better in a few days where I'll go back to my quality and not just put things out.
-Kodeine
What is Kodeine wearing?
[Credits]
[BODY]
Hair: Wasabi // Nyx Mesh Hair
Head: BeSpoke - Orc Ray - Head (female)
Skin: BeSpoke - Orc Ray - Skin - Rust
Eyes: Storybook - Wyrm Eyes - BOM - Sky [New][@ Solstice]
Body: The Shops - Legacy Female Perky Petite
[COSMETICS]
Face Paint: Bespoke - Warpaint
Tattoo: THIS IS WRONG Fray tattoo
[ACCESSORIES]
Halo: +SEKAI+ Dark Halo - Fatpack [Resizer in item][New][@ Solstice]
Horns: RAWR! Oxidized Horn
Collar: AsteroidBox. Aphrodite Collar - w/o Alpha Blend
Nails: // L // - LuxxVII Nails [Comes in Maitreya, Legacy, Belleza, Slink, Ebody and Kupra]
[CLOTHING]
Gown: amias - ARWEN dress pack [Comes in Legacy, Legacy Perky, Maitreya , and Petite][New][@ Solstice]
[SCENE]
Wagon: Sari-Sari - Ale Barrel Cart [New][@ Solstice]
Sign: BALACLAVA!! Goldberry Ale Stall [New][@ Solstice]
Sign 2: Sari-Sari - Rustic Road Sign with Lantern [New][@ Solstice]
